Painfull after all
Life was painfull after all..
when i was thinking that i could be able to solve my problems..
there’s always something happening or came to me.makes me never stand up like every one do…
every time i’ve find a way,,there’s always something blockade my way…
it makes me feel sucks n almost give up…
Mom,i wish u were here helping our family..
coz every single day we’ve pass,its more harder then yesterday..
i miss u alot,mom…i wish could able to see your smile even just for a while…
i’m sick of it all..what should i do to make my life getting better like someone else..
terkadang gw ngiri ngliat orang2 di sekitar gw yang udah menemukan "jalan" yg mereka tempuh hanya dgn sedikit kesulitan..tapi knp giliran gw kok kayanya cuma buat usaha aja nih,blom kesampean,,tapi susahnya udah minta ampun…
Ya ALLAH…..bukakanlah pintu rejeki keluarga kami ya ALLAH..
Kasihanilah keluarga kami yang sudah kehilangan 2 orang yg sangat berharga dan kami cintai ya ALLAH..
buatlah agar usaha yg sudah lama ayahku lakukan ini terselesaikan ya ALLAH…
ku Mohon dg amat sangat kkpd Mu ya ALLAH…
-SandEviLLustRatoR sick of it ALL-